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  • Watching Over Me

    I had an interesting experience yesterday while sleeping on and off. It took me all night to get the guts to write it here. I have had some of this happen in the past but it's been a good long while. This whole house buying thing has been stressful and has left me feeling disconnected with things that are important to me.

    Sometimes things/people come to you in the strangest ways. Sometimes you dream of them, sometimes you hear their voice. Yesterday I felt what I thought was my arm on my side, until I realized the breathing rhythm of what I felt was different from mine. I can only imagine how this sounds. As I lay in bed, I thought about it and as I moved about to a different side, they/it remained. Someone had come to me and was there, I think, trying to give me comfort during this chaotic time. I was too tired to really take it all in. I have felt this before as I said but not for months. Generally I know who it is and I won't elaborate on that.

    That's all the story I have for now. If it happens again, I'll let you know. I hope it does. This has been a very high energy full moon.

  • Glad to be joining

    I've always been interested in the supernatural so i'll be glad to read some of the posts people write, as soon as i wrote on ur other blog that i was going to look at this site my laptop went haywire and wouldn't let me do anything on it, how weird is that? :)) x

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  • Oxford Ghostfest

    Whilst at the Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt I picked up a leaflet about the Oxford Castle Ghostfest running from 17-25 October. Anyone interested should go to www.ghostfest.co.uk

  • Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt – Final Thoughts

    I found the Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt to be great fun, historically informative, entertaining and thought provoking. One of the things I appreciated about our hosts was that there was no theatrics with people dressing up as ghosts and jumping out at you.

    But as much as I enjoyed the Ghost Hunt, unfortunately I am non the wiser as to the existence of spirits.

    I am reluctantly still sitting on the fence as I have not seen the evidence to make me an out and out believer, but have had enough strange experiences in my life to discount me being a full on skeptic.

    But in some respects, this is a good thing. It means I can keep on hunting for evidence and have a good time into the bargain. I will keep on searching and look forward to the next opportunity to try and make contact with the spirit world!!

    Interestingly, I have been on Ghost Hunts in two different castles now, Dudley and Tutbury. Surprisingly, or not as the case may be, they both have:

    1. a Grey Lady
    2. a Monk
    3. a Soldier
    4. a Little Girl
    5. a Poltergeist

    Dudley Castle has a ghost dog, Tutbury a cat.

    Is this coincidence borne out of the very nature of the buildings they are? Or a formula for attracting ghost hunters and some valuable income? I know what I want to believe! What about you?

  • Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt Séance

    The final part of the Ghost Hunt evening was the holding of a group séance in the Castle Undercroft.

    The medium set the scene by getting everyone to be silent and asking the group to place their feet squarely on the floor. This is something I have learned that psychics do as part of their grounding exercise which protects against bad spirits. She then had the lights lowered until it was pitch black.

    It did not take long for the medium to pick up on four different spirits in the room. There was a monk who was a practicing alchemist, a lady lamenting the non-return of her true love from battle, a soldier who was a Captain, and a happy little girl.

    According to the medium, the monk was not happy about the group being there. We were seen as invading his territory. The members of the group that sat at the back reported feeling as if someone was striding back and forth, occasionally stopping almost as if displaying agitation at the group being there.

    The medium picked up on the soldier who walks across the room from the door to where it is thought the gunpowder was kept. Members of the group reported feeling the bottoms of their jeans or trousers flapping as if someone was passing them. The group members that had previously picked up on a male from the 11th Century using the candle and glass quickly identified this as the spirit that was walking across the room.

    The medium also reported a spirit lady standing in the corner of the room next to another section of the group. One of the female members of the group felt the presence near her and had the overwhelming desire to burst into tears. She described the feeling as not just feeling sad but being in a state of deep despair.

    The final spirit the medium picked up on was that of a little girl. This little girl was happy and liked to move among the living holding their hands. She has a favourite rhyme which she likes to sing but the medium did not tell us what it was. She asked that we try and pick up on it ourselves.

    One experience that took place before the lights went down was feeling a localised cold spot in front of me. The air was ice cold for a radius of about 3 inches but then relatively warmer around it.

    I had no experience of the monk or the soldier as I was too far away from their supposed position. Likewise, though the girl who experienced the intense sadness was only four seats away from me, again I felt nothing.

    I held my hand out to see if the little girl would hold it but nothing happened. However, the nursery rhyme popped into my head as soon as the medium asked us to think of it. It was Ring-A-Ring-A-Roses. This was confirmed by the medium and picked up on by the majority of the group.

    But I also felt I knew how she had died. She had succumbed from the plague but had died with no complaints of her illness. She was brave to the end. I asked the medium after the séance if she knew what the little girl died of and she confirmed the plague!

    In trying to analyse the experience afterwards I wonder how much of it was auto suggestion. The tour guide was filling our heads with facts and stories of the Castle and maybe planted the seeds in our minds ready for later. The medium certainly planted the idea of the sad lady in the girl’s head beforehand by asking how she felt when the lady’s presence was felt. She asked if she felt sad but the girl at that stage only reported feeling a little sick. It wasn’t until a few minutes later the girl got upset.

    The experience with the little girl was the highlight of the night for me. Picking up on those two things made me feel like I had connected to her. However, again the Plague was mentioned a few times on the tour and as Ring-A-Ring-A-Roses is a song about the Plague the connection might not be as extra ordinary as at first thought. Likewise, it was common for people to die from the Plague then and even more logical that someone so young would succumb to it.

    Though not substantiated, is the little girl’s perceived bravery something I have fantasised by not wanting her to have suffered? Does this relate to a separate experience I had in Wales where I picked up on a little girl who had drowned whilst on holiday? Though the girl in Wales is older in my mind, she is a happy, brave spirit too. Is there a pattern here?

    My next posting will be a wrap up of my thoughts on the Ghost Hunt and one or two interesting facts I find emerging.

  • Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt Vigil 2

    Vigil two took place in the Undercroft at the Castle. The objective of this vigil was to try and make contact with any spirits present, either by the use of a Pendulum or by getting the spirit to move a glass to and from a candle.

    The idea was that the group member would ask the spirit a series of Yes or No questions and depending on how the spirit caused the pendulum to swing determined the correct answer.

    To begin with, the vigil member had to ask a control question to determine which direction was Yes and which No.

    Similarly the glass movement toward or away from the candle was used to determine the answer to a set of questions. So they may ask the spirit to move the upturned glass toward the candle if they were male. The group members were asked to place there fingers lightly on the glass and not apply any pressure. Any spirit present would use their energy to move the glass.

    Certain members of the group seemed to have success with the pendulum and determined that there was a female spirit present. Another group used the glass and candle method to determine a male spirit, a soldier from the 11th Century, was present.

    Interestingly, at one stage during the vigil one group actual got the glass to tip over completely. They were adamant that they had their fingers placed gently on the glass and did not force it over.

    One friend I was attending the ghost hunt with stated that the glass she was experimenting with tipped toward her and she swore that she had applied no pressure to the glass. For the glass to have moved in this way, she would have had to have done this.

    My personal experiences of this vigil were not great. When we tried to get the upturned glass to move we experienced only a very slight movement in answer to our questions. However, the friend I was with was being quite forceful with his requests for movement and if I had been a spirit, I would have ignored him too!!

    My take on what happened in this vigil is still quite sceptical. I think that subconsciously group members could have been moving the glass with their fingers and that there need to have the glass move could have taken over.

    In the next post, I will detail the group séance which we held in the Undercoft and finally something that made me sit up and think a little.

  • Dudley Castle Ghost Hunt Vigil 1

    During our ghost hunt at Dudley Castle, we took part in two vigils and a seance. Over the next three posts I'll detail my experiences and take on it all.

    The first vigil took place in the Castle Gift Shop, reportedly haunted by a poltergeist. The poltergeist is thought to be the spirit of a monk who has been known to move and throw objects as well as cause loud noises.

    We were led into the pitch black room by our guest medium who then asked us to stand in a circle holding hands. She then directed us to concentrate our energy through our right hands and send this energy anti-clockwise around the circle. Hopefully, any spirits in attendance would use this enrgy to make themselves known.

    The medium picked up on an entity behind a portion of the group and to our amazement a light glowed on the floor behind these people. Various members began to get cold hands, numb legs and some even reported being poked in the back or something blowing on their faces.

    At one stage, the medium's lower legs were bathed in a light which though she claimed not to be able to see, it was clear to the rest of the group. She claimed this must be her spirit guide protecting her. She asked if he would manifest himself but he did not oblige!

    Behind another section of the group, a single light glowed on the floor and was visibly moving back and forth. At one stage this light turned from white to purple. There were a number of instances of temperature drops and on occasion the room seemed to get darker and more oppressive. A lot of the group felt uncomfortable and uneasy.

    There was no audible phenomena despite the medium asking for any spirits to make themselves known in this way.

    My own personal experience of this vigil was of feeling the light blow of wind across my face, a freezing cold sensation around my hands, and observance of the light phenomena. However, where a lot of the group felt uneasy in the room, I felt quite relaxed and calm. More so than I would have expected.

    In the cold light of day, trying to put some logic to this vigil I wonder how much light deprivation and group hysteria played tricks on an already hyped up group. The lights were certainly fascinating but could we actually trust our hosts not to set up some kind of trick. They claim not. The interesting thing about the lights was that they were very localised and there was no evidence of beams that would probably come from a light source. The blowing sensations could have been a draught, the building being so old.

    Personally, I found the lights fascinating but the rest disappointing. I did not feel uneasy in the slightness. In fact, strangely the opposite. I'm as fearful as the next person so expected to be quite scared. But I wasn't.

    I have learned a psychic trick of grounding and cleansing myself which I did on the tour so whether this was a protection, I can't say.

    Despite the disappointment I can honestly say that it was interesting and I would do it again.

    In the next Blog, I'll detail the vigil carried out with Pendulums and glasses in the Undercroft

  • Birthday Wishes

    Happy birthday to our group memeber xmillyxxx.: )

    ghost

  • Perfume

    Guess I spoke too soon. This afternoon when I came back down here to the computer, I walked through a cloud of perfume. These are never long lasting and when my son came downstairs he couldn't smell it. Granted we both have terrible allergies so he may have been too stuffed up. I have had this happen quite often. At the time I was feeling quite "heavy" and not particularly good, in fact I have been feeing that way all afternoon. I didn't put two and two together until just now. Often when there is something about we will get a heavy feeling, not bad, heavy. It feels almost as if you have a weight sitting on you.

    Last night at work I swore I saw a small black shadowy thing go by the desk. It could have been fatigue so I dismissed it somewhat but this rarely happens. Usually when I'm tired, I'm more open to the things around me. I have had things happen at work on occasion but it's less common. The weekend of the coffee pot fiascos I had something happen at work. I distinctly remember feeling as if I was halfway out of my body(how does one describe that and not sound like a nutcase) all the way home. You'll be happy to know I wasn't driving.

    That's all I have for now. I'll let you know what happens tonight.

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